It feels nice having that one guy you can fully trust. That one guy who you can just tell absolutely anything and everything too, you know? That one guy who just gets your sense of humor, and does the silliest things with you during class? That one guy, who’s like your long lost brother?
I guess they were all right. I really do deserve better. Waiting for you was like waiting for nothing. I mean, I shouldn’t really be tripping because it’s not like you gave effort in the first place…But still. Not unless you give me another reason yourself, I give up.
It’s just one of those moments where I felt like saying ‘hi’ to you, but then again, I feel that I’d be a bother. asj;dlkfjads;lfkjdsf. Why can’t you ever be the one who talks first? Try to be the conversation starter for once, ya know?
Today’s just one of those days where I don’t really feel like doing anything. Just staying at home, jam to some music, and chill in my pajamas all day, ‘ya know? Lol wait, that’s been me this whole weekend.
When a really pretty girl talks about how ugly she is just for attention, I get uncomfortable. Like, what am I supposed to say? “You’re not ugly, you’re really pretty!” Or, “Stop it, you attention hoar.” Double sigh, I don’t know how to respond to that.
I still can’t believe you’re not realizing how much I like you. I don’t even know what do anymore. It’s like, I’m waiting for nothing to happen. I keep telling myself to get over it, but I just can’t. Are the feelings even mutual? I don’t know. I doubt you’ll ever read this, but I’ve liked you for three years. Three years, you cute asshole. Sigh. I feel like I’m such a bother to you. I guess you don’t want me. Nobody wants me.